Ok well conference meet all said and done. I'm back again to posting ergo I'll be picking up where I left of on the 30 Day Thingy series on day 9.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Well looks like some delving of personal life is about to go down... If asked about this a year ago I probably would have deferred on this topic, but things have changed and hence here I go.
I'll start off with first kiss. To me I've put down two things for this since one I feel was a first while the other was only first in time. Chronologically the first one went down the summer of my 8th grade year. Middle school birthday party. Usual shenanigans (nothing bad mind you just stupid games, boys goofing off and what not) and thus I left the party kissing one of my friends' ex and regretting it so badly. It was just one of those ill timed things and I've counted it as one of my "failures" in life and at times just wonder why I even classify it as that. I was young, stupid, and just made a mistake thats all.
Fast forward 6 years (I think), first girlfriend (and now ex), consequently what is better known to be a first kiss. Enough said on that. Just add that, thats what I would rather think on that topic.
Now lets see first love, this could get real tricky here. But just thinking about it if theres anyone I really cared for before I got a girlfriend, would probably have to be my best friend. Sort of weird huh? But yes I fell for my best friend back in high school. Growing up together we got to know each other, the ins and outs. However never really had the courage to ask her out being timid and all and just basically stayed in friend territory. I mean it was evident that between the two of us "flirting" happened, but then perhaps it was just a form of interaction that was able to get us to relate and know each other so well. Yet so many people thought "Oh how cute you two would be, etc etc." Then one day we discussed that subject (me bringing it up of course) and decided it be best to not date and thus not ruin the friendship that we had forged. Have to say that making that call with her was definitely the right choice. Perhaps now we aren't as close as we were back then but even so there are times we still can just say certain things and just know what the other is trying to convey like any good friend knows. I'll just put it out there that I've always tried to be there for her. Yea we may act goofy around each other, but hopefully when I say that we tend to be there for each other I can honestly speak for the both of us. Just one of those relationships I don't want to lose and hope not to for sure.
So yea thats about it. Perhaps kind of a boring entry for the day but hey its out there.
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